11 days to go!!

Yayyyyyyyyyyy!!!! I'm so happy cuz my dudu is coming in less than 2 weeks!! woohoo! Hopefully last night will be the end of our lalala sessions since i came back to KK. Haizzz, my JPJ test is this coming Monday, I NEED TO PASS this one! Not cheap okay??? Stupid JPJ guy so buta din see me adjust my mirrors. I had like 2 more points to pass??? and it was gone just like that.....SHEESH....So people, wish me luck for the test! hopefully i x drive into the curb or anything...hahhahahahaaaa.....oooh....but i like the thought of traumatizing the jpj guy...XD haha! I'm outta here!

Sabah f2000 power boat event!

Woohoo~~~ Well my title explains clearly what i'll be blogging about BUT i'm gonna get out of topic a liiittle bit , haha!

OK.

So i've been busy with the welcoming for the pilots and representatives of the event right, (if u wanna know more of the event go to http://www.powersportevents.com.my/) and this was the time to look at people. Ahahaha~~~

Among the teams that we were in charge to welcome were from France, Germany, Latvia, Kuwait, UAE, and Italy. Sooooo...... below are the results of the lookable-o-meter of the team members set up in my head. Too bad I didn't get to see the other country teams...HAHA!

Most lookable = France & Germany =D

Just lookable = Italy =)

Less lookable = Latvia =S

Don't Look!!! = UAE & Kuwait =0!!

This is just my personal opinion larr~~~hahahhaaaa....The UAE & Kuwait people look the same...they're plain ARAB basically(not the cute type they're the scary type) and their manners were very typical....not friendly/rude/just scary....

Then one of the Germany team members has pretty eyes....One of the Italians has nice hair...the Latvians(is that what they're called??I dunno) are so tall, and the French has nice body structure=D

So! Last week was a decent "looking-at-people" session. L8er ya'll!!

makes me wonder...

No matter what i do i never seem to be enough...I can't always meet other's expectations...I'm not perfect and probably would never get to that point...I am Me...take me as i am or don't even bother...

Here's something good to know about=)

Top 10 turnoffs for women

Maybe the answer is to learn the top 10 turnoffs that make great gals wave goodbye. If any of these fictional guys sound like you, it's time to change your approach.(This is so TRUE, ahaha~~) Pay Attention!

Great Gal Turnoff #1: Showboat Sammy
Maybe he owns a yacht off the coast of France. Maybe he has a timeshare in the Hamptons. Maybe his annual bonus is bigger than most guys' salaries. That's all well and good, but does it really need to be divulged on the first date? -I would much prefer a guy with a low profile, cuz eventhough he's this VERY VERY rich person and doesn't tend to show it off, it'll really show how humble he is =) besides, being rich and keeping it a secret will ward off 'bloodsucking-fake-suck ups-advantage taking' people~ don't you agree?

Great Gal Turnoff #2: Messy Melvin
A-list celebrities can pull off the unkempt look. First-daters need to pay attention to shaving, clothing and bad breath. If the guy can't even put in the effort for a first impression, it doesn't bode well down the road. In reality, everybody would want to be seen with a beautiful person, there's no need to LIE~~~

Great Gal Turnoff #3: Rude Ricky
"Where's our drinks, lady?" If a guy treats the service staff with a lack of respect, a great gal will likely assume he'll do the same to her someday. The last thing anyone wants is to be talked down to or disrespected. Manners~manners....

Great Gal Turnoff #4: Cheapie Charlie
There will always be debate about who should pay on a first date. Some guys are traditionalists and want to foot the bill; others expect a 50-50 monetary split. In most cases, offering to pay is the way to go. Let her pick up the tab on a future date. Ditto!

Great Gal Turnoff #5: Still-Married Michael
Marriage, separation and divorce are pretty cut-and-dry terms. If a guy says he's separated when he really means he's cheating on his wife, it's going to cause trouble. Be honest from the get-go and let the dating chips fall where they may. -OMG...these type of men are bastards~

Great Gal Turnoff #6: Hands-On Howie
Guys need to read the signals before assuming hand holding, massaging and other touchy-feely activities have the green light. Jumping too quickly to any form of intimacy can make any guy seem too aggressive.

Great Gal Turnoff #7: Stereotyping Stephen
"Oh, you're one of those types of women." Jumping to conclusions about a date from the way she answers one or two questions is a definite mistake. Let the date unfold before making assumptions about someone you just met.

Great Gal Turnoff #8: Distracted David
His cell phone is ringing constantly, he's popping away from the table every 10 minutes, and he keeps interrupting the conversation flow. First dates require focused attention -- that means putting the phone on vibrate, making eye contact and being present.

Great Gal Turnoff #9: All-Business Barry
Some guys are great salesmen or outstanding negotiators. But there's a time and place for business and a time and place for leisure. Guys who treat first dates like business transactions will never close the deal.

Great Gal Turnoff #10: Nervous Ned
He can't sit still, he's banging his fork on the table, and he won't make eye contact for more than three seconds. Nervous antics are a real turnoff and make a great gal think a guy has something to hide. Work out the nervous kinks before the date starts.

Now that all u men out there know some of the MANY things that turns off us women, try to avoid em' okay? L8er days~

my left hand hurts...

I keep hurting my left hand these few days...its so weird, or maybe i'm simply too careless? Anyway, here's how i hurt my leftie, i was squeezing the water off my hair with the towel then i accidently DUG my skin with my nail....ouch...i was just staring at my hand n hoped it won't bleed n that it was just a minor thing but it did bleed. Dang. Now i still have a little hole on my left hand that's slowly recovering...it hurts:(.....and yesterday when i was forcing the last bit of my facial cleanser out from the tube, my nail got kinda stuck at the tube tip n now it's purple -_-" sooooooooooooooooooo painfulllllllll!!!!! shitz owh. Hopefully i won't hurt myself again.....sigh~~

im a diver, woohoo!!! and i lost my phone, boohoo=(

So the last time i blogged i mentioned that i will be putting up photos of me during my diving course, right? well, sorry to say i haven't got any becuz the office people somehow misplaced the camera and its underwater casing:( actually i had some photos taken at the island, and i was planning to post em' up but i also wouldn't be able to do that cuz all the photos was taken with my handphone WHICH recently got stolen at the office...curses....i can't believe these type of people, sigh~~~so today's a quite free day for me cuz there isn't much work to help with for the Sabah Tourism Awards....hmph...just wait till Friday when all the RSVPs would need to be followed up with.....Arrrghhhhh, can't wait for December to comeeeeee. Eh, but wait. that would mean I'll have to urgently finish my training report and finish my application for Taylor's and all! arghhhhh~~!!! Oya, i haven't mention about the bit where i have to start looking for a different college to continue my degree cuz stupid unitar won't allow me to enroll in the January intake..cis..so, for now my other option is Taylor's college~~~~Hopefully everything will go as planned....L8ers~

breathing underwater is hard!

Ola people!! It's been ages since i last blogged ehehe..ANYWAY! I started my diving course last Saturday, n i've gotta say it was HEAPS of fun! well, of course the 1st day was only classroom tutorial, good thing it wasn't that boring larr~~the videoclips shown were easy to understand, creative n funnehh=)



The REAL fun only started on Sunday, although i woke up to a gloomy morning, i kept myself thinking positive n that everything was gonna be okay ;) (mummy was thinking otherwise already btw) So! i grabbed everything i packed the night before n left for the marina at Sutera. When i left the house i was wearing my sunnies with hope that the sun would actually shine SO bright that it would force me to wear the sunnies i was already wearing. HAHA! HOWEVER.....grr..by the time i was walking to the marina it was drizzling heavily so i had to put away my sunnies..cheh..burukz. Moments later when everyone else arrived, we went on board our "not-so" attractive boat n headed for Mamutik island AND believe me it wasn't a pleasant boat ride

-_-"...since it was drizzling, you don't just feel the wind blowing at ur face, it was like u were being Attacked n stung by incy-wincy bees!!! ooch....Yolanda & I were exchanging these "irritated looks" the whole time during the boat ride..aduhhh...good thing i was wearing long sleeves~~by the time we reached Mamutik, all of us were soaking WET..damn..



Nevermind all the wetness, we were gonna get wet sooner or later anyway ehehe...so, CJ (our instructor) led us to the diving area where we we briefed on what we were gonna do for that day and prepared our diving gadgets n ol. Bla bla bla then we were carrying our tanks to the beach...so damn heavy! The tank itself was already 14 kgs, we even had 3 kg weight belts on us, and more heavy stuff dangling from our body! The moment i entered the water punyaala main legaaaa~~~Then all of us hung to our buddies and put our fins on~~it wasn't easy OKAY, the waves were practically trying to turn us over....but we managed after all heehee~~

Then, we tried IT....we were breathing underwater, it was so awkward at first cuz u had to keep reminding yourself to not at anytime hold your breath and to breathe through the mouth and not the nose...it's actually tiring too cuz u had to bite the mouthpiece of the regulator(the thing that supplies u O2) so that it won't pop out of your mouth! So, after getting used to that bit, we continued with a number of tasks for the confined water then we had our 1st open water dive to only about 7 metres deep, i know~i know~ it doesn't seem that deep, but if u were in my fins(shoes doesn't fit the situation,hahahahaa) u would be a little scared too, i was especially terrified if i was closing in the corals~~~haizzz, i had to concentrate on my breathing, trying to keep myself neutrally buoyant AND focus on my surroundings. SOOOOOO lah.....but of course it was fun! i only hated the part when my mask started to get foggy which made it hard for me to see and kinda panic a little....ahaahaaa~~ Among the stuff i saw were these pretty colorful fishies, ugly corals, pretty corals, seaweed? and a flatfish, i x really know what the real name of the fish is soooooo i named it myself. HAHA

After that 1st open water dive, we rested and had lunch, then it started to rain kinda heavily and i just couldn't stop eating marie biscuits and bananas...mmm...when ur tired n hungry they become super delicious ahahhahaa~~~~~~well, the rain did stop and so we continued with MORE tasks for the confined diving...arrr.....the tank so barattttt i felt like the hunchback of Notre Dame. Dive dive Dive, splish splash splish splash trus finito~~ we learned how to clean our equipment then we headed back for Sutera marina..luckily it wasn't raining already so we had a nice boat ride back=)

Overall, the diving course was AWESOME and i can't wait for the next dives this coming weekend!! Sorry i haven' t got any photos this time but for the next dives i'm gonna borrow the office camera with the waterproof casing! Yayyyy!!! Blog l8er!!! Cheers~!

i'm so pissed.

Its my lunch hour now, n i x feel like going out for lunch. Why?

1) It's pouring outside
2) I lost my appetite
3) I'm angry

Makes sense right? Ugh i'm so pissed off. Why oh whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, is it just that some people must gain pleasure through others' suffering. Why are some people so baddd at explaining themselves till the extent where it's so OBVIOUS that they're lying! I hate it! I'm so SAD. My dear close friends, if u guys are wonderin what i'm babbling about CALL ME later whenever ur free. I need consoling=( Sob...I HATE BAD PEOPLE

stuff

Hahaaa~~ok, here are some stuff to update u guys with =) first of all, i passed the computer test for my driving license! woohoo!! and thennnn i berjaya retrieve the photos of the last night i spent with dudu in KL before i had to come back to KK, yayyy~~~ so here are the photos!! You guys should be used to the cam-whoring by now...HAHA. Enjoy!

Mess with me, this is wut u get!!XD

Yupp, that's me!!

Awwhh~~kacian..tiredd

I miss this

RoArrrrr

Yessss..stare2....

I think he said sumthin funny....

....

TA-DA!

What a nice ending=)

men.

Yupp. i'm gonna talk about MEN today. They're either too simple or too complicated. When they do something like for example, message other girls they don't even know with the excuse to 'add' the dozens and dozensss of girl-friends they already have, it's fine, it's all FINE & GOOD, it's not called 'flirting'~~but when the girl wants to do something, let's say, help out a friend who's a photographer to be his POTRAIT model, which doesn't include photos of any other body parts other than the face~duhh~~It's WRONG~allllll wrong. it's categorized as flirting~~~*smirks....if you readers are wondering whether these "examples" are actually my OWN personal happenings then you're absolutely RIGHT!! Ding2! 2 points for u! ugh..i'm so irritated..anddd, and, the thing now is, i'm the person to blame, and what do i do to make the guy happy? of course, the most rightful thing to do is tell the friend u won't be able to help....what would that make me look like? somebody who doesn't hold on to their word? great. just GREAT~~well, let's just hope the guy is happy now, ei?~~~~~

diving license coming soon!!!! WOOOOOOO hoo!!!!

Hey peeps!!!! Ok, here are some updates of my life, since the things i blogged about in the previous2 one only came out half, i have to do some repetition. Dang. Ok, so i'm finally taking my driving license now=) woohoo!! i'm gonna sit for the law test tmro so DO wish me luck! and no, the title does not contain any spelling error! I am gonna take diving license!!! wooohooo!!!! AND the best part issssss my course is gonna be sponsored by STB! yayyyy!!!!! i can't wait!!!! me n my colleagues are gonna take the course with borneo divers, i'm not sure where the diving sessions are gonna be at, but i sure can't wait!!!! coolness baby!! ok, what else again.....hmmm...i really can't think of anything else other than that diving course for now....wahahhahahaha......But x worry! i'll come up with something later anyway, so dats all for now!!!! EH! oya, actually i wanna blog about maxis's service but i'm too lazy de...HAHA! l8er people!!!

a little bit of pain wakes u up right?

i've been feeling down for the past few hours now, i don't exactly know how to put in words the things that i've gone through cuz it's a lil bit too personal i guess...that's one of the minuses when i use blogspot, there's always this limit to expressing yourself, in the end, the old school diary starts to be useful again...well, i'm glad that the reason of all the gloominess is starting to wear off..i've learnt through past experiences that i must always be aware of the things happening around me, i must protect myself 1st before others, to never take things too lightly, because even ur bestest friend or whatever may disappoint u for the sake of themselves. With that said, i've just made a statement of myself. I do not appreciate not being taken seriously. I may seem naive but remember, one can never be TOO naive...l8er peeps~~

Na. my blog ter-cacat

Damn, i penat2 blogged yesterday, trus terpublish half oni!! Damnnn!!!!!!!Nvm, will blog agn soon when i'm less pissed. Daamn.

Working Life so far~

Hey people=) decided to stay in for lunch today, haven't really got the appetite to eat anyway...n what better way to waste time than to blog! ok, here goes.. so it's been about 2 weeks plus since i left kl for kk n i've been working for about 10 days at sabah tourism board. Everyone here is friendly, well i suppose it's one of the many criterias u need to have when ur dealing with new people everyday, namely tourists=)hehehe...n i'm currently placed under the research division. what do i actually do there? mostly data entry for DUH..research purposes..and u won't believeeeeeee the amount of data that i have to enter to the computer! stacks n stacks of never-ending arrival cards of tourists!!! hmmm, besides that, i was assigned to escort some dutch tourists in addition to being an undercover judge to assess one of the tour guides;) it was fun, we 1st went to poring hot spring(poring has a new face!it sure has changed a lot..well, minus the fact that the last time i went there was when i was 7 or 8??) the tourists were very friendly! n hot...wahahahahhahaaa~~~~sorry dudu >.< daddy=")">

last day in kl till...who knows when for sure~

hey people, after this post i definitely think i won't be blogging for quite some time. will be flying back to kk today at 4.40pm and i'm not feeling as bouncy as i'm suppose to be at all. last night wasn't exactly the perfect night or even close to perfect as i expected for it to be. got into a quarrel..cry-cry..sob-sob..ring2 monkey..sob2 more..quarrel2..sleep. woke up with super puffy eyes..n get this.......sob AGN. ugh..anyway...i'm trying to get through the rest of the day feeling carefree n ol..will i succeed? god knows..well other than last night's happenings, i had great weeks here in pj..i love pj..it's like one of the most convenient areas compared to kl city itself. will miss the food, the shopping malls, pasar malam, the food...n...did i already mention the food?. i even forgot to have the lolo at pasar malam...been to busy these days..well, i'll miss the coconut lolo fo sure...oh...i forgot to mention the people i will be leaving here...who knows when i'll be able to meet them again...my collegemates....mmm..kk friends studying here..i'll meet them in kk..as for dudu...i'll be seeing him on 24th dec in kk...well, at least there's 1 thing i'll be looking forward to. hmmm...i'd like to apologise for this boring entry, but i figured that nobody reads this anyway...o well~! that made me think of something....maybe 1 day i'll make a blog without informing anybody n i can write in it with what i usually write in my diary....hahahhahaa...nobody except me will be reading it anyway~~~hohohohoo...ok, i'm done here, l8er people!

thought of the day

It just occurred to me just now...my life is sooooooo blessed. I mean like really, it's so blessed that sometimes it can cause people around u to be envious of ur life and formulating a way at the back of their heads to steal bits of ur blessed life and make u somewhat MISERABLE. Hmm...why haven't i thought of that before??~.......Must've been too occupied with my course..??#$%...But to actually realize that, somehow makes me happy with just how my life is now.....HOWEVER i'll not be a hypocrite and say that i won't need any improvements and will be happy just the way things are~~~~ ;D of course i wanna get rich someday!!! Duh?!~~So anyway, sometimes, things won't go as planned, there'll be swerves n hills n gravels all along the way. It's inevitable, face it. It could just make what u actually planned a teeny-tiny "event" of life compared to the unsuspecting surprise life's about to offer u...

Take for example...the fact that i didn't have an official religion until April this year because my parents gave me the option to choose my own beliefs. During the primary n secondary years of my life, when it came to religion, i felt so shut out. When there were prayers at school, especially nearing the times of exams, i was 'faithless' What was i supposed to do? i didn't have any faith to hold on to. BUT the advantage of that TODAY is that, the freedom my parents gave me to choose my own religion made me appreciate the faith more other than taking it for granted if i was already 'in' the faith. Get me?

Well, the scope of what i'm trying to share here is much wider that what i'm actually capable of writing~~(I'm a lazy blogger~i prefer to keep things short.) So what i'm trying to say anyway is that, i'm thankful for my loving parents(eventhough they're ughhh at times), i'm thankful for my brother who occasionally gets on my nerves, i'm thankful for my loving friends(especially those i've known since primary) my cool family members(i just love the diversity of their attitudes) and last but not least, i'm thankful for my found love..although there are times when it doesn't feel good, it always ends up feeling like i'm on top of the world when we work things out..i love u...

So Long UNITAR~~~~!!!!....well, at least for now~(-_-)"

Hey people!!! My exam days for my diploma was finally put to an end yesterday~~~Hip-hip, Hooray!!! Well.....honestly, i'm not as bouncy and happy about it as i'm suppose to be...why? i'm not quite sure myself...it's not that i couldn't do my exams laaaaa, i knew i did the best i could...its just that it's some other feeling...a whole mixture of it...but like blurr2~~~hmm....wtv,la dat, just ignore..heehee..anyway! yesterday after exam, my friends and i took a couple of photos=) very fun! I'm soooooo gonna miss them heaps! Miss the trips we had together, all the 'makan2' times~~~events we organized together....sigh~~~~~2 years plus just flew by so swiftly~ it's as if i just got to know them when i first arrived..hehe..me wif my short chinese style hair, masuk the class then everyone was like,(><)???..hahahhaaa~~Then at that time i met shida with her straight treatment hair who was 24/7 on the phone and made me thought she's so sombong n lansi~~~wahahahahahhaaa~~but then dunno how we got so close later on..^^..will especially miss her alot...then the other classmates..huda, nik, yan, n dila...all the other coursemates yang hilang one by one~~~~dunno how they're doing now...anyway, here are some of the photos taken! heeheee~~~

ENTERING THE PATH DOWN MEMORY LANE =)

This, my fellow viewers, are the remaining of DPL( Dip. in Tourism Mgt) Batch 26B students. In my first year there were about almost 20 of us....hahahhaaa~~~~Dun have any idea where they menghilang~















This is me all happy and excited cuz the final paper is in an hours time.??NOLA~~~~i'm happy cuz the famous n sedap maggi goreng of makmah is coming soon!!! WOOHOO!

















Shida does not hesitate to ask help from a stranger to take a photo of us in the middle of the road in between makmah n the fac. hahahahhahaa~~~!!{^,^}












Nik n me at makmah=) she dropped my spoon twice~~~grrrr....hungry awi wanna eat maggi goreng tegendala~hehehehehe~~~N i have no idea why that grey thing is there! damn. spoiler..












Shida n me with our business law lecturer En. Asri who does not seem to look like one.........hahahahhahahha, but he's a good lecturer anyway=) Notice the booby keychain he's squeezing~~~LOL(it's his by the way)><











Us again with lecturers, hehe, shida jahat, she cropped off 1 of the lecturers...tsk3.....
Left to right; shida, me, en. Nuril, en. Asri

















Guess where this was taken.....Look at the tiles.....Cmmon, i'm making it easy for you~~~~~hahahahhaa~~~~if u guessed TOILET, then ur absolutely CORRECT! ooohh...look at my fingernails...all kena cap ganjil2~ hehehehe
















This was also at makmah,hihihiiiii~look at us happieeeee, we minta tolong posmen take photo, hehehee><>













This is me with ain, hmphh~ we shared the suka n duka when organizing the PINK HOPE breast cancer event last sem..waduh...headache2....













These people i'll miss shooooooo much!
Left to right; me, nina, shida, n farhana=)
Nina was the 1st person i met when i first enrolled in ittar~~~












Quya n myself, hehe, followed her to do some part time work once with her uncle, so damn tired that day! i even fell sick!!!

Finally, me n my best buddy Norshahida Bte. Abd Nasir,hehehe...on dilah's motorbike trippin ;P~~haihhh...no kesempatan to go Penang with her, but surely i will go someday, heehee~~go makan2 n ol~~~~

Guess that wraps up my blog for today....farewell Unitar..
will miss the people i came across there.......
Bon Voyage~~~
Till i come back here to study again
:P

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Blog blog blog~~

Haha..ok, so i've been tooooooooo lazy to update my blog BUT i have valid reasons....urmm...one of them being laziness...malas...n...SIMPLY TOO LAZY TO BLOG. Why? simple. i have no idea on what to blog about..wait. actually i do have stories to tell n share, but sometimes, eh, most of the time whenever i baruuuuuuu saja log into my blogging account, i kinda click somewhere else and i end up browsing sites for like until i get these heavy sleepy eyes and then i forget that i wanted to blog in the first place AND when i do remember that i wanted to blog, i'll be too lazy already and i'll juz ZzZZZzzzz away~~~~hehee...

I really respect those people who can blog like soooooooooo long blogs. Where do they get they're never-ending tell-tales? Maybe my life is just not exciting enough to be able to write super duper long blogs, ei? Also, those people who are just so great with words n phrases n all those...you know, mmm, quotes n stuff, heeheee, i really get impressed with people who can write. Eg. my friend KiKi..heehee...only certain people knows who KiKi is...XD! So, according to my lecturer anyway, youngsters nowadays are just not as literate as people back in the olden days. WE JUST AREN'T THE "WRITING TYPE" OF GENERATION. What say u people out there? Agree or not? To me, its kinda true cuz people who actually enjoy writing are on the minority..yes, punish me~~i'm the majority of people who are OBLIGED to write...for eg. the reason i'm blogging now is cuz Dudu asked me to update my blog~hehe...get the idea?

Ugh..i'm cracking my knuckles already...which reminds me! i wanna blog about people who are just so gatal n i feel like i wanna tanam my fist in their faces. No, no, don't get me wrong, i don't even know these gatal people..and they're not acting all slutty to me. These bitches are actually gatal to my Dudu...roar...the nerve of these people...touch2 people without being invited...grrr...well, from what Dudu has been telling me, they keep on checking him out and walk pass by him hoping they'll be able to catch Dudu's attention with their oh-so-BEAUTIFUL face......NOTTTTT!! Not today, tomorrow, or ever bitches! ROARRRR! heheheehee, well,well...pardon me for my explicit words, not my fault, picked em' up from Dudu,wahahahahaa~~~~anyway, eventho i know these pain-in-the-arse people will never come upon my blog, i just wanna say....Go find yerslves some other men who wud actually see ur faces to bergatal2 with!!Hmph!Biatch.

Ok. i guess dats all for today. Anyway, Dudu, since u claim that u are a "FAMOUS BLOGGER" now and there is a need for ur wife to update her blog too, hope ur happy with this entry =)

p/s : if possible, give those bitches this link ;) thanks sayang!! wahahahahhahaha!!XD

I'm outta here!!! {^,^}!!

alcohol is evillllllll~~~~~~

Okay. So, there won't be any specific date and time of when this happened k! hahahahahhaa, just wanna share some experience with ya'll. Anyway, alcohol isn't entirely evil by the way, it actually has some of its own benefits to drinkers. When i say benefits, doesn't mean u should drink all the time, but maybe like once a week to say...i just read in yesterday's newspaper that alcohol can lower the risks of rheumatism..don't exactly know what that is, i heard of it b4 though.....the paper didn't explain entirely, so i won't be able to feed u guys with the information..heehee~~anyway! back to why i personally think alcohol is evillllll~~~~~~~~okay, i had a couple of drinks to go the other day, then the next day i woke up with the worst hangover ever!!! astagayyyyyyyy.....i finally understood how my brother n fanny felt when they were drunk like shit.....dang! i vomitted through the night evennnn.....i x wanna drink like that nemoreeee.....huhuhuhuhuu~~~~~~i SO,la insaf! okay, how to describe the feeling?....hurm....like walking on the moon i would have to say.....hahahahahhaaaa......i tried walking forward but i think i didn't move from the spot, haha! then i pingsannnn.......ta-da! SO. the moral of the story here issssssss, drink,la as much as u want, then when u terasa how i terasa then KO-TOH.....barutau.....after that baru,la will insaf =) heehee, dats all for now peeps!! l8ers!!

life at the moment

As previously said, i have a new semester ahead of me..well, the thing is, right now i'm actually busy n confused at deciding what and where to go after i finish my diploma. Surely i am gonna continue to get my degree, BUT where at? Earlier, the first few places that popped into my mind were Taylor's and UMS...but lately, after surveying and all, what's wrong with actually continuing in UNITAR? well, yeah, i would have to say that the diploma programme is soooo messed up, but i couldn't just leave the fact that the shuffling of management is causing all the trouble...besides, i should first find out from the bachelor students and their opinion of the course. From my point of view though, they seem to be doing just fine.......i think? Okay, i know i'm not suppose to be thinking of this right now cuz it's like sooooooo long again, hehe, heck! i can't help it!! Also, there's a big possibility for me to get the scholarship from Yayasan Pintar if i continue at UNITAR! of course, with the condition of getting at least 3.33 pointer and above....hmm....i wonder if they'll send students to go study overseas.....muahahahhahaaa~~~~okla, that's all my head needs to vent for now, l8er!!

My last Semester!!!!!!!! woo-hoo!!!!!

yayyyy~~~~~~!!!! this is my last semester before my industrial training!! woo-hoo~~!!!this morning i went to the fac to register. SOOOOOOO damn twisted! ommegorsh, bikin panas this! N as usual, exam results aren't out yet, N i can't sign in my voiss to check stuff about this sem...haihh~~~~~~okay, so besides all that hustle this mornin, the good news is that i'm accepted to do my training at the Sabah Tourism Board this august!!phew~~~~what a relief~~so now, all i have to do is concentrate on the 4 subjects for this sem, oh pray for me people! HOWEVER i can't help but think that the sooner i finish this semester, the sooner i will be leaving for KK n am going to be apart from Dudu.....it's so......umm...umm.....painful...=(..3 weeks apart we already miss each other like crazy, n now......eee.....malas me~ so, conclusion of this blog today is, I'M GONNA WORK HARD N PLAY HARD!!! l8er people!!

Dramatic Anniversary{-_-}

Ola people!! its been awhile since i blogged, hurmm, well if ur wondering about the title, today's my 4th month anniversary~!!woohoo~!! hip2-hooray~!!! hehehee, i know its only 4 months but for ME, that's my longest relationship ever!! hehehe..so, why is my anniversary so dramatic? well, for one, i've been having on and off quarrels with si Dudu kesayangannnnnn~~~~bikin panasssss~~~~suda,la me so far away from him n terkurung in the house like THE WHOLE DAY, then he sengaja again kasi panass me~~~~hmphh~~nasiiibbbbbb i love him alot! EEEEEEEEE......and now me tambah2 again gerammmmm, cuz right now, this very moment he's out at petaling street, n he's sending msgs yang stoopid2~~~~~bikin panass......(sayang, if ur reading this, i wanna tell u yang u mmg jaaaattttttt!!!!!!!!!! u bully me on our anniversary! screw u!) its ok its alrite....go,la u...BTW, Munksss!!!!!!! i missshhhhhh uuuuuu like soooooooooooooooooooo MUCHH!!! eee! munkssss.....(T_T)....dudu bully me......jahat o him...u langgar him wif lorry k, u have the keys right! hehehehhee.......ok people, guess dats all for now! will blog agn l8er! Ciao Cincau!!!

OMGosh i'm dying of BOREDOM!!

Wooooo, it's been like a week since i last surved the net, n u can't imagine the boredom i'm going thru~!!!! Lucky my Dudu is always msg-ing wif me to ease my boredom n make me happy~! heehee~~for the first time ever, i CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK TO KL!!! hahahahahhaa~~some of the things that i've been doing for these past few days;

-eat
-sleep(like so much)
-msg n call Dudu
-went out wif ma beauties, feas
-went out wif jojo(JO!!muz go out again!)
-will be having a picnic tis comin wednesday at karambunai
-....that's all i can think of for now...haha!!

oh yeah, i forgot to mention dat i'm actually in a cc rite now, i was originally planning to go to Munk's Dad's cc but i went in the wrong cc...urmm.....sorry munks!!! hahahahaa~~~hmmm...when i have free time i'll blog sumore, cuz rite now, what i wanna do the most is chat wif my darling!!!!! hehehehehhee......l8er ya'll!!!

Picnic by the Lake in the Park!!

Ola people!! Well, today's my birthday...umm..i'm 20 now...Well, how does it feel to be twenty? Not much difference, just that you kinda know for a fact that ur entering a nu age group, n ur suppose to act "mature" n ol. I guess i have no problem wif dat *lansi face* HAHAHHAAA~~ Nola, but seriously, i think everything's gonna be normal. Just like always=) Anyhoo~~~~ Here are a few nu pix!! I likeyyy~~~ Had a picnic by the lake, hehehee, So romantic in a way ;P, The weather was just right, PERFECT for a day out. Ooh, and before dat, went groceries shopping wif Dudu to prepare the picnic food, I like,laaaaa~~~lama edi i din go to a supermarket wif an actual list in hand to cross check~ heehee, only can do that wif mommy back in KayKay;P

Well, the food i prepared(despite being the birthday girl, I prepared the food)(-_-)" hehe..lucky Dudu!. Okay, back to the FOOD. I made potatoe salad, Caeser salad, Tuna sandwiches & Egg sandwiches!! N, we had Shandy=) I LIKE SHANDY~~~i'm drinking one can this moment*wink2*heehee, The caeser salad was super Yummy!! MmmMMmmM...Still have alott of leftovers! Can eat agn later, hahahahahhaa~~~OKAY!~ Here comes the pix!!! Oya. Have a few other photos osos~~~~~~

This happens when i have nothing to do =)

Dudu going crazy being kissed!!!! Aaaa~~!!! ;P

Awww....~~

Cam-whoring!!!

Agn..

Make a wish, awi!!!!

Fuhh2~~~~Blowww~~

Blackforest & Pistachio

I can see uuu~~~

Awwwee......Isn't he ADORABLE

The FOOD!!

Yummy!!

The PEOPLE!(that's the potatoe salad btw)

The GORGEOUS PEOPLE!!(That's the caesar salad)

Full PEOPLE~~

This is the nice tree by the lake=)

END.

2 Down 1 to go! Woohooo~~!!!!

Yayyyyyy~~~~~~~i only have 1 paper left before i'm freeeeee~~~~ Last paper, Business law, arrrr, so many acts to memorizee!!! Right now Dudu's freaking out cuz of his accounts paper tmro, haha~ poor thing....Anyway, today's the last day for me to enjoy my "teen" age, tmro nomore teen2, sadddddddd......ok, some of the stuff i'm gonna do today is....buy slurpy....i feel like ice-cream too...mmm.....then wanna buy watermelon....i saw a kid eating watermelon......now i want some...i'm sooooooo craving for FOODDDDD! Guess that time of the month's coming~ -_-"....Anyway, i muz get wut i wantt!!! Ciao Cincau!!

Re-Statement XP

HAHAHAHAHA~~~~ Yay~~~ 1 paper down, 2 to go! Anyway. I would like to re-state on the previous post, heehee, I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO gonna miss my other half who unfortunately has to stay 2 or 3 extra weeks here in Kay-El~!! WHO? Of course its none other than MONKEY!!!! Her original name is Aima Kessy, her asal is Kg. Contoh Putatan, and her hobby is Daydreaming. WAhaHhaHhhAahaa~~NOBA....but really, of course me gonna mishhh u Munks!! What were u thinking??!!#@ Hehe~~END.

2 Hours to exam...(T_T)

Okie, so today's the day my final exam for this semester starts. Boooooo~~~~~ Anyway, the sooner it starts the sooner it ends, right?? *sigh~ and the mood for the holidays is already kicking in~~in a week's time i'll be packing my bag to return to my beloved hometown, KayKay..leaving behind urmm...who's that fella again??~ Hahahahhahahaaa~~!!!XD....no seriously. what's his name ah?.........WAHAHAHHAHAA~~~ NOBA..!! Me loves youzzzz DuDu~ Anyway, wish me good luck for my exams, people!!!

I have a Question..~~~

Is it just me, or do other girls feel the way i do? Okay. This is the scenario, why is it that eventhough ur spouse tells u that they they love u soooooo much but then u still kinda have some doubts?? Jealousy?? Over who? None? Then, why the doubts?? It's a disturbing feeling that I usually get in my relationships, be it the past or the present. U could say that i'm an insecure person, u could say that i'm just paranoid, or u could say that i just have nothing else to do and this is just an excuse to get attention. Say watever, but the feeling remains..SO. this should mean that there's something wrong with ME then, right? Am i suppose to just ignore the stupid feeling, or just slightly get my guards down? Aaaa....Awi=Confused....

Countdown to leaving the TEEN-age~~

Hey, people! Didn't have time to blog yesterday cuz i was practically trying to make my page Chantik the whole day, haha! Anyway, yesterday wasn't exactly the day u could call a "lucky" day....*sigh~~~ everything(meaning FOOD) that my bf n i were craving n went to go hunt for were either sold out or the stall was closed..haizzz...as Munks would put it, "tapun"(touch mouth) XD

So, what does the title have to do with the whole thing? Nolaa, its just dat in 7 days time i'm no longer gonna be in the "teen2" stage..sad..and what Munks told me to do was to actually reflect on life until so far. I know, i know, i've only been alive for like what, 19 years?? Big deal, apa juga tu~

But even with living for only 19 years, there's too much incidents and memories to be recalled and looked back at. I've seen better and worse days, i've laughed with my family and friends, i've fought with them, i've had such cute, adorable , but jajal pet dogs which are no longer alive, i've fallen in and out of love, i've been betrayed BUT still, i haven't betrayed any1,la..hopefully i never will=) There's too much too think about.

Ten years back, i never would have imagine that i would be where i am today. Dang! i didn't even think that i would have to wear braces!Hahahaa~~!!

Ugly Betty??!

OYA!! Which reminds me, today, konon2,la kan, me n dudu limpas this optical shop,larr then i also didn't know why, but i asked him to get his eyes checked, so the conversation was something like this;

Dudu- Why u ask me to get my eyes checked??(Muka blurrr)
Vivi - Eee, just check,la ba
Dudu- Ok, but u also must check
Vivi - Eee..(Muka tida mau n takut ckit)

SO, Dudu sinyum2 and we had our eyes checked. The results were, his eyes, were broken as usual. WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA~~then, came my turn. SHITZ. i'm short-sighted!! 100 at each eye....BUT being me, not believing the eye-testing-machine-thingy, demanded to do another test. So we went looking for another optical shop=) when i re-did the test..the results came out the same. (T_T)......So i accept the fact that i MIGHT have some problems with my eyes...nevertheless, i x think i will be wearing speckies soon. haHa,XP~~

Here's a preview of me wearing speckies anyway;)

OKIE-DOKE, enough of that, let's take a stroll down memory lane, shall we?~


This, my fellow viewers, is DING. She was a very active but bikin panas dog. She just suddenly dissapeared one day. She probably knew that her "TIME" was coming so being a very loyal dog, she did "IT" somewhere far-far away from the house to not 'menyusahkan' the tuan. Heehee...Well, at least that's how i look at it ;)







And this, is DONG. Together with Ding, they become DingDong!! Haha!! Dong was one of my favourite dogs. He's super adorable and up till now, is the only dog i ever had that just loves playing with water!! He always went in the sawah padi and came home muddy, then daddy would bath him, but then he would go again!! anjing jajalll~~~heeheee...but he died quite early cuz he ate the rebung yang edi expired yang my mum threw out...sad....well, u judge who's the murderer....haHa!!




Behold!!! The birthday cake i baked for my friend's b'day!! This was luccie's cake! Mishhhh uuuu lucciee~~~!!!!












And this was the cake i baked for Kime!! wahh...lama edi oo...2 years ago....XD~

TA-DA!!!! When we were in form 5, gorshhh...miss those times=(..

Woohoo!!!! Fun, Fun, FUN!!!

Crying on ma burfday night....why?? i accidently deleted all the pix in the digi cam!!!!! Sob2......

















O well, being vain isn't a crime.....haHa!!!




Fannytut N Luccietut!! Both giving me a kishh on ma burfday night! Heeheee, don't get jealous boys;) Hahahahhaa~~~~ Ala, if u guys out there are wondering if u can get their number, sorry to say, just forget it~ They're taken!!! haHa!









My dearest Feas~~ Not all are here though, Munks, Waaf, & Mer are missing=( i wonder where they were at that time....hmm....*thinking....oh well, i can't recall nemore!









Hallie, Me, and the basket-face guy,haHa!! Kasian,la, i x remember the guy's name edi..hihii..This was during the staff party at Shangri-la's Tg. Aru. Mannn, i misssss those times!!









This was also during my high school years(form 5 too i think) for the Interact International Day Bazaar, where all interact clubs from all the high schools in KK chose a country theme and prepared food and presentations of the respective country. My school chose Thailand, sooo~~~we danced a Thai dance..not bad also,laaa...hehehehehhee....We were like, "sawadikaaaa" & "kophunkaaa" the WHOLE day...hahahahahhaa~~~

OoKay People!! Now that you've seen the pix from my yesteryears, let's now go to the more recent-time pics!!(Dang! It's sooooo hot~)

This picture was taken last year during the trip to the East Coast=) Man, that place was sooooooo hottt!!!!(i mean literally...it was really3 hot) i even fell sick and had a fever! The place was sooooo...mmm..boring..sorry East Coast people!=S..but that place really is boring, the only thing i liked about that trip was the company of all my friends, and KEROPOK LEKOR!!!!! MMM.....i want.......

This is almost the whole geng during the trip=) Yes,Yes, i know who's the starring here~~~the guy in front with the afro hair ritee????!! Hahahahahaa~~~~Miss u n ur crazinesss Aizatt!!! ;)

Then came someone who i never thought would be part of my life.....heehee...

This was when Munks and i slept over at Sandra's at bangsar together with Fanny n Jojo=) That night when we went to Waikiki, got niggaz yang gete mengurat us, cheh~! Bagus kalau handsome! ini, yang besar n menakutkan punya ahhh~~!! Holding their cigars sayin' "dance wif me baby, dance wif me", puh-leasee.. wanna barf ahhhh~~!!!hHAHAhhahHaaa!!






This, was on the day of the event which me n my whole team have been preparing for the past four months!! As u can see, everything was Pink, heehee...the theme was "Pink Hope" in conjunction of creating awareness of breast cancer. Shida and me looking gooddddd~~~~;)














Dudu N Mua..Don't we look nice all formal n dressed up~~~hahahahhaa~~XD, i'm the Lily Allen of Malaysia~~~!!!Woohooooo~~~!!!















Food NEVER fails to make me happieeee~~~!!! Munkss!!, it's Vanilla~~~ Don't u want some?? ahahahahhaahhaa~~!!!

The day all students and their families long for~~!!! Graduation Day!!

Well, while going through all these photos from about three years ago, i must say that there isn't much to complain about=) Life has been kind to me, i've got a great n loving family, i've got friends who are always there for me, my studies is doing great so far...and most importantly, i've got a special someone to share special moments with...heehee...i sound soooo luvey-duvey~~XD..and with my upcoming birthday, i could only hope for the best but always keep my expectations low.....afterall, life isn't fair, U get Some, U Lose some~~~