last day in kl till...who knows when for sure~

hey people, after this post i definitely think i won't be blogging for quite some time. will be flying back to kk today at 4.40pm and i'm not feeling as bouncy as i'm suppose to be at all. last night wasn't exactly the perfect night or even close to perfect as i expected for it to be. got into a quarrel..cry-cry..sob-sob..ring2 monkey..sob2 more..quarrel2..sleep. woke up with super puffy eyes..n get this.......sob AGN. ugh..anyway...i'm trying to get through the rest of the day feeling carefree n ol..will i succeed? god knows..well other than last night's happenings, i had great weeks here in pj..i love pj..it's like one of the most convenient areas compared to kl city itself. will miss the food, the shopping malls, pasar malam, the food...n...did i already mention the food?. i even forgot to have the lolo at pasar malam...been to busy these days..well, i'll miss the coconut lolo fo sure...oh...i forgot to mention the people i will be leaving here...who knows when i'll be able to meet them again...my collegemates....mmm..kk friends studying here..i'll meet them in kk..as for dudu...i'll be seeing him on 24th dec in kk...well, at least there's 1 thing i'll be looking forward to. hmmm...i'd like to apologise for this boring entry, but i figured that nobody reads this anyway...o well~! that made me think of something....maybe 1 day i'll make a blog without informing anybody n i can write in it with what i usually write in my diary....hahahhahaa...nobody except me will be reading it anyway~~~hohohohoo...ok, i'm done here, l8er people!

thought of the day

It just occurred to me just now...my life is sooooooo blessed. I mean like really, it's so blessed that sometimes it can cause people around u to be envious of ur life and formulating a way at the back of their heads to steal bits of ur blessed life and make u somewhat MISERABLE. Hmm...why haven't i thought of that before??~.......Must've been too occupied with my course..??#$%...But to actually realize that, somehow makes me happy with just how my life is now.....HOWEVER i'll not be a hypocrite and say that i won't need any improvements and will be happy just the way things are~~~~ ;D of course i wanna get rich someday!!! Duh?!~~So anyway, sometimes, things won't go as planned, there'll be swerves n hills n gravels all along the way. It's inevitable, face it. It could just make what u actually planned a teeny-tiny "event" of life compared to the unsuspecting surprise life's about to offer u...

Take for example...the fact that i didn't have an official religion until April this year because my parents gave me the option to choose my own beliefs. During the primary n secondary years of my life, when it came to religion, i felt so shut out. When there were prayers at school, especially nearing the times of exams, i was 'faithless' What was i supposed to do? i didn't have any faith to hold on to. BUT the advantage of that TODAY is that, the freedom my parents gave me to choose my own religion made me appreciate the faith more other than taking it for granted if i was already 'in' the faith. Get me?

Well, the scope of what i'm trying to share here is much wider that what i'm actually capable of writing~~(I'm a lazy blogger~i prefer to keep things short.) So what i'm trying to say anyway is that, i'm thankful for my loving parents(eventhough they're ughhh at times), i'm thankful for my brother who occasionally gets on my nerves, i'm thankful for my loving friends(especially those i've known since primary) my cool family members(i just love the diversity of their attitudes) and last but not least, i'm thankful for my found love..although there are times when it doesn't feel good, it always ends up feeling like i'm on top of the world when we work things out..i love u...