I have a Question..~~~

Is it just me, or do other girls feel the way i do? Okay. This is the scenario, why is it that eventhough ur spouse tells u that they they love u soooooo much but then u still kinda have some doubts?? Jealousy?? Over who? None? Then, why the doubts?? It's a disturbing feeling that I usually get in my relationships, be it the past or the present. U could say that i'm an insecure person, u could say that i'm just paranoid, or u could say that i just have nothing else to do and this is just an excuse to get attention. Say watever, but the feeling remains..SO. this should mean that there's something wrong with ME then, right? Am i suppose to just ignore the stupid feeling, or just slightly get my guards down? Aaaa....Awi=Confused....