Hey y'all, it's been a long time. No surprise based on history haha. Well the only times I write in here is either when I'm so excited I have to write it down or when life gets so overwhelming & I just need a channel to vent out. In this case right now, I just need to vent out. *EXHALESSSSSSS* After all I'm only human kan. So, some updates :) The last time I blogged was before my wedding, well it's been months & I've been married for 4 months exactly today. Wow I actually just counted that & it's so surprising cause it's EXACTLY 4 months! It IS the 11th today right? yes yes, so yeapp 4 months :) Whenever I meet somebody now, the same questions are always asked. How's the married life? What's it like being somebody wife? When are you gonna have a baby? Again & again & again. *EXHALESSSSS* So, me being me will answer "oh? like that lah.." followed by a weak 'ha-ha' cause in all honesty I'm just too lazy to break it down and repeat the previous answers which I've given to the initial people who asked the FAQs. I hope they're not seeing this :/ well too late I guess :) Ok I don't want to go on rambling because I believe I've managed to vent out & distract myself from what triggered me to write a blog post. Ah-ha..I just reminded myself of that trigger. hmm..scumbag brain. But I feel better now, so till the next post, toodles! Oh btw, look how pretty I look in my traditional Kadazan costume! :P My blog so I can do what I like. Including self compliments :} Bye!

Well what do you know~~

It turns out that Duds and I have to go through the civil marriage process after all. So, the date has been set. I'm gonna be legally married on 24th of April 2013! We're getting our great friends Aimz and Ash to be our witnesses. This feels so surreal because it's finally happening.

I mean we've been engaged to each other for 2 years plus now and we've really gone through quite much to get to this point. It's definitely been a challenging journey. We've had our share of outrageous arguments but despite all that, we managed to come out still together and stronger. We fight, we learn and most importantly we move on. I think that's what has kept us together all along. And of course, I truly believe God helped.

Seriously, I do believe it, I'm not kidding. Time and time again I'm reminded of how our relationship fell into place. It couldn't be a coincidence every single time, right? I don't know if y'all get me or not but it's like he was there for me and I was there for him in order to make every significant occasion or event happen. Am I making sense? Oh geez. Okay okay, so in whole what I'm trying to say is that I believe that God facilitated everything that happened for us. Both the good and the bad. The good is well of course happy moments and everything but the bad, oh-hohh...the bad made our relationship stronger and realise that yeah, we'd want to spend the rest of our lives together. Well at least that's what I think. Hahaaa~~

I'm happy. I'm happy that I decided to love Duds. He's not perfect but neither am I. Well, till the next post, here's to perfect imperfections! Cheers y'all!

Hold Up!

I'm not married just yet, as much as I want to be. Hehe, apparently, going to the NRD was only to check our records as in have we or have we not been married before and to approve that we are eligible to get hitched. Yay, we passed! Obviously. So now that THAT is out of our way, Dudu and I can proceed with other details to the wedding.

Let's see, over the weekend we managed to settle the invitation card design for the KDCA reception, we've completed our 7-week pre-marriage preparation course which was so awesome btw! (I would definitely recommend Catholics who are getting hitched to take the course seriously because it actually really helped Dudu and I understand what each of us are getting ourselves into-MARRIAGE, in a much deeper and meaningful manner. It's reaallyy that good for the relationship!) Oh, we also managed to pick up our door gifts, they're so cute! I hope the guests would appreciate it as much as we do...and yeah, I guess it was a pretty productive weekend. :D

So with the bigger details sort of settled, I guess it's more of the smaller tasks left to tackle now. Oh please oh please make this wedding easy on me~~~ Haha..OH YAHHHH I have chosen THE DRESS!!! Eeeeepp!!!!!! Here' a description. It's big and white. Hahaaaa, aren't they all?! No but seriously, it's more of design no.2 from my previous post :D love it love it love it! Okeh, off to do more wedding tackling. Cheerios!

Stiffness Sucks + Bride to be update

Hey y'all! Oh my gosh, I am so suffering right now. Woke up with a stiff neck/shoulder/the whole right side of my body -_-. It freaking hurts. I don't know if it was because of the pillow or the way I slept. Wish I could get a massage this instant. Gahhhhhh~! If I didn't have to teach at 12 maybe I would but apakan daya, terpaksa mengajar juga. Guess I'll have to feel this sucky the whole day, boo....

You must be thinking, why don't I go for the massage tonight after work right? Well, I can't because.......tonight's the night I choose THE wedding gown finally. I'm going for something like this..

Or like this..

Hahaa, can't help to feel excited and nervous altogether! I hope there are new dresses for me to choose from.

Wish me luck for tonight! 

Gonna be Legally married this Saturday!

Hey y'all! Yupp, the title speaks for itself. Dudu and I are gonna submit our complete marriage registration form to the National Registration Department at Putrajaya this Saturday. 

Although we won't officially be married till the church wedding in May, this still feels like my life is gonna change Big Time. Or is it just me? Hahaa~~ At times, I still can't believe that I'm getting hitched. And it's so soon! Many things and ideas are letting loose in my head as the wedding day nears but I really hope things are gonna go well on the big day :D

Well, till the next one, toodles!

First 2013 post :)

Boy oh boy, have I abandoned this blog...last year, I only blogged once, like an actual post. And that was to express the heartache I was going through because of my brother's passing. This year, I'll try to do better.

So, since I've been gone (from this blog) so much has happened. I've been down to the pits of despair and I've been happy like I've never been before. Oh, I've also lost weight :D #MajorWin. Haha. I've been lecturing for over a year now. So far, so good. Being in such environment, I've come to realise that it's not only about teaching as I also learn from my students. They can say the wittiest things sometimes, it awes me.

Each semester, it's new personalities, new characteristics I see. This keeps the teaching from getting mundane and boring. With the new intake, I experience new things. Just the other day, it was the first class for the semester 1 students with me. They were an energetic lot albeit a bit shy. When the class ended, some of the students' action surprised me. Before they left the class, they thanked me, this is normal but what shocked me was that they actually 'salam' me, oh you know, they way Muslim youngsters would normally greet the elders or wives greet their husband? The kissing of the back of the hand? Yupp, they did that and I must say, I felt so touched. These kids actually look up to me and respect me. This made me a content teacher and feel like I want to teach and help them towards a better future even more! I'm not kidding! Hehe..so yeap, that's just one example of my daily life.

Ok, so I'm not planning to make this a long entry so I'm gonna finish off with attaching one of my favorite Taylor Swift song from her new album RED. All her songs from this album is growing on me <3 .="." p="p">

Mkays, till the next post, take care y'all.

Playing on my playlist :)